Lost in my mind

Lost in my mind
Needs to live but also needs to feel alive....

Saturday, November 27, 2010

4Loko lost during the summer ......found~ALIVE

That's right I open the fridge today and to my surprise it's my 4 loco I got during camp and was going to drink one weekend....It had disappeared from my room and now it's in the fridge...my brother said that our mother had found it in the basement...even weirder...I feel like my brother is hiding something...but it's still here so can't wait to drink it when ever I find the time to drink it.....

Anyway...Thanksgiving was a bit weird as usual...I felt out of place and kinda out of touch...Like I didn't belong there eh.... it's always like that.

Uh what Else has happened....may or may not have work today...

OH yea I saw my childhood friend a couple of days ago and she has a boyfriend lol they are so cute together...we hit it off just like the good old days.

Holiday times always make me lonely... I can't wait till I'm stable enough in life to try and have a steady relationship. Maybe this time things will work out for me....they seem to be working out so far.

I seem to be having good luck. I hope it last for a long time.


Um not sure If random (not that I'm calling you guys random it's just that way to me) people read this my stats page say I have a few people from all over that read my blog every so often.

Just wanted to say thanks for reading
p.s.
you guys should post comments lol

I like meeting new people and I'm sure I could clarify some stuff if people are confused.





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Sunday, November 21, 2010

I won the game today

I feel like I won today. I am worth more than my weight in salt.




lets back track a bit. The lansing trip was cancled...

The play was also cancled but I didn't know and ended up being dropped off there anyway. Walked back to Youthville. My mentor was seriously worried about me....I need to get a phone.


ANYWAY Yesterday I asked if i could help my menor out with the camera stuff at the church since he's been like super sick. He gladly accepted my help and Today I was acually doing stuff.


Technical live editing

and my favorite


CAMERAWORK


I love it I love it I love it


I was the only one with any good shots for the most part the other camera guys had some good shots too just took them a min to get in the groove I guess. BUT


I LOVED IT

Im so glad I acually got to prove my self in the field.


And thats not the end of the day My mentor was also so impressed that he's gonna pay me for the day! And I can help out any time!! So now I have a second job. And he took me back to meet his family. And we went to Henry Ford Musem. His son Ian is so cute He told his day he was glad that he found a replacement in the same color XD

And I pretended to be his wife in a old time dinner.


My mentor also told me to come baby site whenever lol


I passed out and just woke up too......Today was awsome



Monday, November 15, 2010

Succes....almost


Manage to get to the school I plan on going to today waited in line for 4 hours and finally got to talk to a counselor.....the problem was it was the wrong one....

I saw a Academic Counselor instead of a Financial counselor.....



But that's okay because I now know that the degree I was going to go in isn't really for the field I want, so I'm off to Visual Arts. Actually I just got done writing down all the classes I'm planning on taken to earn this degree. I have my necessary electives planned out. I'm going to talk to my Aunt about some of the psychology classes I can take that will transfer.

Also I Saw Yuliya!!


My VisCom teacher is going to teach me how to operate his fancy camera for the Trip to Lansing tomorrow.

Also that intern that I'm replacing got fired today. I will be much better than him

Going to do drug test for the application tomorrow if not Wed.

Oh yea a strangely cute event happened today

I went to go get food at the Chinese place across the street. It wasn't busy but it took a moment for they guy there to get my order when he finally saw to me he handed me a phone. It turned out that nether of the guys there spoke English. I listened to them for a minute and to my dismay realised that they were speaking Cantonese. I was so sad lol.
I wanted to practice my Mandarin

I'm praticing some basic cantonese for the next time i go there

Well it's almost 11oclock time to sleep and see if my dad can help me tomarow

Sunday, November 14, 2010

My teeth feel clean






This me at Youmacon before My eye got all fucked up:



I'm totally working it in this photo


This is me after:


Still working it damn it




Anyway guess I should update some stuff....LIKE


Had I known that these last three months where going to a huge overlaying cluster fuck in it's self I would have hid under a rock. But hey I'm almost at my prize: school, job, and my own place.


KEY WORD HERE IS ALMOST


You see because I am homeless I have to go see the school counselor so I can finalize my fasfa and all that stuff.......Registration started on the 10th of November.


I pray that a miracle happens and I can get my stuff official and register for classes before all the good ones are gone.


Also my community service is up YAY!! But since i'm hopefuly going to be interning at the Youthcenter so going to continue going there.


I'll be in Lansing, MI on thursday filming an event. I've never been to lansing before...

Saw my nephews they are just too cute together, my brother is still a dumb ass tho.


people think i'm a hipster...not sure if thats good or bad......i'm thinking bad.


really guys?

REALLY?!








Monday, November 01, 2010

Cluster FUCK part 3,4&5

Where oh where do I start. Thursday I pick up Kei and we go to Youma con I set her up in line and went to get my staff badge and stuff The line was long so kei was there for a while. I dropped off my stuff and had got aqainted with my friends and coworkers. Saw Frank he do more annoying than last years and Trap. Dealers roon was amazing this year one of the venders was hitting on me XD it was weird i didn't know what to do so i laughed. Finnaly after a days work i went to see my room at 3 am saw one of my roomates sleeping and talked to her for a min so around 4 i went to sleep woke up at around 5 becacuse of the alarm so i decided to go back to work. After a showers of course went down helped the light it up guys set up and worked. The rest is a blur because i stayed up from friday to sunday with no sleep. Al i know is I had fun at one point i was locked out of my room and i had a nose bleed incident DDR ashma attack inceident and a irritated eye incident. But it was fun. I loved it and i wish i didn't end so soon.



Also I WANT A LIP SERVICE STRAIGHT JACKET IN WHITE DAMN IT