Lost in my mind

Lost in my mind
Needs to live but also needs to feel alive....

Monday, October 25, 2010

Cluster fuck week Part 1

JJ LIN IS AWSOME and deserves my love


October 25 2010
Today i got to Youthville and the guy wasn't there but i sat and waited anyway finnaly one of the guys reconized me as a former member of that place so all of a suddend they met me up with the vollenter lady. We talked about my background in art and how I would gladly help out even after my community hours were up. She was happy about that and even said that i could pass out flyers and get my community hours that way. I'm meeting her tomarow so i can get started XD



October 24 2010
Today i woke up early about an hour later my Alarm went off and I went to Kei's house. On the bus some random guy that i guess knew me tried talking to me but he got off soon after that. by the time i got to Kei's house it she was still sleep XD. We talked and looked over the japanese fashion magizines i bright over for a couple of hours and i Helped her wash the dishes. Finnaly around 2 we went to Joann's and got the fabric and fixed her hoodie. We talked about making more hoodies like the bear from persona 4. I fixed it up and hung out a little longer but when i went to call Chill i found out his phone was cut off from him no paying the bill the day before! I called my dad i got a ride to my pearents house.

Start community service tomarow

October 22 2010
Today i woke up and Chill and I were looking for my wallet so we could go get the store. I ended up finding it but the store was closed so I ended up watching him play Naruto online. Around 9oclock Chill's friend came over and we watched some special effects video's and talked about making a movie and where trying to find pictures of hot girls XD. Elena wanted me to go the club but i couldn't find my flyer and didn't feel like paying so i decided not to go. Finnaly he left and later we went to go to bed but I couldn't sleep. I was thinking about Valet guy and vollenteer work, also youmacon. I'm excited. Kei wants me to come over so I can fix her hoodie. she should have just let me make the darn thing in the first place.


October 21, 2010
Valet Guy called me yesterday 4 times from 11:00 to midnight I talked to Chill about how I always tend to attract weird people and also how I am too nice for my own good. Chill got mad at me earlyer that day and i was confused as to why. We stayed up till 4am I relized how I tend to string people along. And I've been thinking about Valet guy alot I don't know what to do with him.....I decided that day to email him and tell him i wanted to stay friends for a while but forgot to do so...XD

I have no need for fear.

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